I have absolutely no fucking idea what to write here tonight. Seriously. None. I’m completely blocked internally. There are a million emotions and none at the same time.
It’s not peaceful. It feels more like pandemonium. You know, like that image of the dog sitting in the burning room saying that it’s fine?
Yeah, something like that.
Maybe I’m just tired because I’ve been working so many days in a row. I still have another week to get through before I have an actual day off. I’m hoping it’s something that simple. That I just need a little bit of a break to recharge my batteries.
Something is definitely breaking down, though, and I really hope it can hold on long enough to get me through this stretch. I need to hold it together.